i'm lonely and you look damn good

oh. my. GOD.
i'm so damn bored all the time now. there hasn't been a party in forever. no guys. no girls. no nothing. i'm so lonely. and i mean that in the worst way.
i'm a lucky guy for surrounding myself with really gorgeous friends. friends who have apparently never heard of one night stands or friends with benefits.
why does everyone have to be so emotional?
hello?! we're all teenagers here! isn't anyone else dying to play a round or two of 7 minutes in heaven??
yeah, i would NOT be surprised at all to lose followers over this. i tried filtering what i thought, but that's lying to myself and i won't do that. agreed, not everyone has to be all about one night stands and friends with benefits. but dear lawd, it's so much emotional sap where i am!
i was watching gossip girl and i was like "gawd serena! keep your f***ing legs closed!" but now i know exactly where all the good girls and hopeless romantic boys went...
my high school. isn't it tragic?
WHOA. i suddenly shivered remembering a conversation i had with gabe once. err... i can't post about it here. sorry, it hits hard. i know i was just complaining about emotional sap but this is different. gabe has always been different.
and he's adorable if nothing else!
gabe has been my best friends since we were really young because our dads know each other. they go way back, so needless to say, so do me and gabe.
wow. just thinking about all of them. gabe - so adorable. jeremy - so tender. nick - so innocent. maggie - so gorgeous. adam lambert - overkill. x]
WHY DO I NEED ALL THESE SEXY FRIENDS???
everyone says that our school's students are all really celebrity pretty. which i guess they are. but i don't really realize it until i'm alone in my room at 2:37 AM staring at my wall.
*sighs* i have to explain the wall, don't i?
it's nothing special. i just have one wall of my room that's literally covered with posters of celebrities i like. you can't see a single inch of the wall anymore. it's great. i have quite a few adam posters. and of course some lady gaga. i even have a kris allen poster.
i know, i'm so untrue. but he's delicious.
err i should go to bed now. sorry about not posting in so long. i've meant to, but i've never gotten around to it. maybe i should've waited...
wait! just let me add 4 by the ways.
#1. the picture of adam on the post is a poster on my wall.
#2. yes! i have successfully adopted maggie into my group. (makes sense if you've read my past posts)
#3. i just found out andrew (writer of confessions of a broken heart)isn't gay. so shocked, so disappointed.
#4. do i wish i was perez hilton or what?
GOODNIGHT ALL.